Can I call this a.. prologue?

Keeping a journal has always been listed in my new year’s resolutions.
So, one day in the early spring, 2010, I finally asked myself, “Why not today?”
And so, here it goes!

First thing first!
I am intending to keep this blog as my life journal—to be a reminder of where I stand, where I want to stand, and where I will stand.
As I’ve announced in my “about me,” I do feel uneasy when knowing I am being judged, but maybe it will be easier to overcome it earlier than later. Society puts labels in everything—from what you should do to be cool to what bra size girls should wear—and I decide that my blog would reflect me, and not what they imagine me to be.

Nowadays, when I listen to those popular radio stations, all I hear is “Bla Bla Bla” by Kesha. No offense, but try comparing that “song” to “Imagine” by John Lennon. Ask around, and you will be surprised to know how many people actually think “Imagine” is boring and “Bla Bla Bla” is waaay cooler because they’re afraid of those invisible judgmental X-Ray eyes the society possesses. *Laughs*

However, I do think that you should always be aware of their always-changing definition of cool and un-cool, but really, always base your personality on your own values of what is right or wrong. We can never control what they think of us. Expecting everyone to see us as who we truly are, is also, forgive me, impossible! So the best that we can do for ourselves besides controlling what we think of them, is also to control what we think of what they think of us. Because we, just like everyone else, have our own little opinions about “you” and “I.”

Okay! Enough about the complexity of thinking.
We’ll see how long I will adhere to writing in this blog!
Thanks for reading!
More blabbers to come! =)

K.C.